Hey everyone,
Sorry I haven't posted in quite some time. On the bright side, I only have one more final for this semester and it should be a breeze. I also just found out I got an 88.6% in my math class, and if you know anything about me, you know that is a great accomplishment. I absolutely hate math. And school for that matter. However, after Thursday, I am done for an entire month.
I'm so excited for break and for Christmas. Christmas is my favorite season. I love the snow, fairy lights and candy cane scented candles. Also, everyone seems to be in a better mood around the holidays, myself included.
I have recently had a revelation. I just wasn't happy, and there really was no reason for it. Last week, I sat down and seriously thought about all the positives in my life, and how they significantly outweigh the negatives. I also found solace in the Bible and worship music. It was like a bright light turned on and I saw my life for how fantastic it really is. I had become so wrapped up in all of the worldly drama and crap going on, that I completely forgot to see the beautiful things in life and give thanks for everything that I have.
Christmas time is a wonderful time for positivity and thankfulness. As we get closer to Christmas, I cannot wait to eat lots of candy canes, drink gallons of hot chocolate, and spend quality time with my friends and family.
That's all for now! I will try and keep you all updated throughout my break. Thanks for reading!
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
Saturday, November 7, 2015
Jealousy
Hey everyone,
I've been well, and I hope you have too. I recently had my advising appointment to talk about classes I plan to take next semester and it went very well. I am actually excited to start next semester and get this one over with.
However, as you can tell by the title of this post, I did not want to talk about school on this blog post. I wanted to talk about jealousy. Today, I went shopping with my grandma, my cousin and her 11 month old baby. I was so incredibly excited for today, but it turned out a lot different than I planned. I was so happy to finally have a day to spend with my grandma because I hardly ever see her. Yet, after today, I'm a lot more sad than I thought I would be. I realized today, that my grandma really doesn't even know me. It's not like it's her fault. I've been the busy one. It still hurts.
Today I was also upset because my baby cousin was the center of my grandma's attention. I completely get it because he's a blond baby boy with big blue eyes and dimples, but still. Not only did I realize my grandma doesn't even know a lot about me, but she also was so distracted by the baby, that it seemed like she didn't even care to learn more about me.
I love my grandma and my baby cousin, I just can't help but feel jealous. I'm so tired of being the nice one who is always swept under the rug and ignored and forgotten. I know everyone I love means well, and they probably don't even realize I feel like this, and I know I should tell them or they will never know. Yet I'm stubborn and just once, I wish someone knew me so well that they could just tell when I'm sad or that I'm feeling left out.
I'm sorry, readers. I don't mean to make this post all sentimental and depressing. Sometimes I've just got to get these feelings out. Thanks for reading, If anyone has any advice or has been in a similar situation, please feel free to comment. Well, that's all for now. Thanks again.
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
I've been well, and I hope you have too. I recently had my advising appointment to talk about classes I plan to take next semester and it went very well. I am actually excited to start next semester and get this one over with.
However, as you can tell by the title of this post, I did not want to talk about school on this blog post. I wanted to talk about jealousy. Today, I went shopping with my grandma, my cousin and her 11 month old baby. I was so incredibly excited for today, but it turned out a lot different than I planned. I was so happy to finally have a day to spend with my grandma because I hardly ever see her. Yet, after today, I'm a lot more sad than I thought I would be. I realized today, that my grandma really doesn't even know me. It's not like it's her fault. I've been the busy one. It still hurts.
Today I was also upset because my baby cousin was the center of my grandma's attention. I completely get it because he's a blond baby boy with big blue eyes and dimples, but still. Not only did I realize my grandma doesn't even know a lot about me, but she also was so distracted by the baby, that it seemed like she didn't even care to learn more about me.
I love my grandma and my baby cousin, I just can't help but feel jealous. I'm so tired of being the nice one who is always swept under the rug and ignored and forgotten. I know everyone I love means well, and they probably don't even realize I feel like this, and I know I should tell them or they will never know. Yet I'm stubborn and just once, I wish someone knew me so well that they could just tell when I'm sad or that I'm feeling left out.
I'm sorry, readers. I don't mean to make this post all sentimental and depressing. Sometimes I've just got to get these feelings out. Thanks for reading, If anyone has any advice or has been in a similar situation, please feel free to comment. Well, that's all for now. Thanks again.
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
Monday, November 2, 2015
New York City
Hello everyone!
Well as you can presume, New York was absolutely fabulous. I won't bore you with all of the details, but I will list the things I did.
When I arrived, Kelly and I went out for dinner. We are both fairly picky eaters, so we thoroughly enjoyed some chicken tenders and french fries. We also did a lot of walking around that first night.
The next day, Halloween, we got up and walked around some more. We went to the top of Rockefeller Center and took a lot of amazing pictures. We also went to the high line. It is a little park walkway above the busy city streets. A peaceful place with plants and good views in the middle of the city. For lunch, we went down to Times Square and ate at the Hard Rock Cafe.We also did some shopping and went into the five story H&M. I didn't end up buying anything, but it was really fun to look around. For dinner we ended up going to Paris Baguette and I got a berry tart and apple cider. We got it to go and went back to her dorm and cried because it was One Direction's last show before their year long hiatus. To cope, we stuffed our faces with dessert and watched the One Direction movie This is Us.
The next day we did more exploring. We went iceskating at Rockefeller Center, we watched some of the New York City marathon, we went to the palace and the steps of the MET and felt like we were on set of Gossip Girl. I also tried my first macaroon and holly crap I was missing out before. They are fantastic. I had a coffee and lemon flavored ones. Overall, my weekend was fantastic.
Now, I am about to head to class. Reality has set back in and I am drowning in stress and homework.
I'll update soon. Thanks for reading!
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
Well as you can presume, New York was absolutely fabulous. I won't bore you with all of the details, but I will list the things I did.
When I arrived, Kelly and I went out for dinner. We are both fairly picky eaters, so we thoroughly enjoyed some chicken tenders and french fries. We also did a lot of walking around that first night.
The next day, Halloween, we got up and walked around some more. We went to the top of Rockefeller Center and took a lot of amazing pictures. We also went to the high line. It is a little park walkway above the busy city streets. A peaceful place with plants and good views in the middle of the city. For lunch, we went down to Times Square and ate at the Hard Rock Cafe.We also did some shopping and went into the five story H&M. I didn't end up buying anything, but it was really fun to look around. For dinner we ended up going to Paris Baguette and I got a berry tart and apple cider. We got it to go and went back to her dorm and cried because it was One Direction's last show before their year long hiatus. To cope, we stuffed our faces with dessert and watched the One Direction movie This is Us.
The next day we did more exploring. We went iceskating at Rockefeller Center, we watched some of the New York City marathon, we went to the palace and the steps of the MET and felt like we were on set of Gossip Girl. I also tried my first macaroon and holly crap I was missing out before. They are fantastic. I had a coffee and lemon flavored ones. Overall, my weekend was fantastic.
Now, I am about to head to class. Reality has set back in and I am drowning in stress and homework.
I'll update soon. Thanks for reading!
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Day by Day
Hey everyone,
So this morning I went to an advising appointment to help me figure out my schedule for next semester. It went really well and hopefully I can get all of the classes I want to take next spring. I also explored the idea of majoring in Spanish. I really want to study abroad next fall, and if I study abroad in Spain for an entire academic year, I can actually major in Spanish. Today I looked up what possible jobs I can get with a Spanish Major and the opportunities are endless. I do enjoy teaching and I would want to be a teacher, but in all honesty, it's really hard to see myself stuck in a classroom day after day. I found that with a Spanish Major, I'm able to work for the government in the Department of Defense, the Peace Corps and even the United Nations. I could really make a difference in the world. I also found that I could use a Spanish Major in journalism, writing and photography. If you know me, you know that recently I've really wanted to explore photography. Also, since I write this blog, you probably know that I love to write. There are just so many jobs out there and so many adventures I've yet to experience.
Phew, that was a large rant. Anyway, my head is spinning, but in kind of a good way. There are so many options for me and it's fantastic.
The rest of the day should be interesting. I have class all day and then work literally all night. I have class until 2:20 then I go to work at preschool from 2:30 until 9:30. I know that sounds long and horrible, but tonight at preschool I also get to take a class and become CPR certified so that's awesome. I'm so exhausted, but all I can do is take it day by day.
At least I leave for New York on Friday. Thank goodness. Did I mention I can't wait? Yes? Well, I am. Like so insanely excited.
Well that's all for now. As always, you guys are the best. Have a wonderful day! (or night- I have no idea where in the world you are or when you'll be reading this)
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
So this morning I went to an advising appointment to help me figure out my schedule for next semester. It went really well and hopefully I can get all of the classes I want to take next spring. I also explored the idea of majoring in Spanish. I really want to study abroad next fall, and if I study abroad in Spain for an entire academic year, I can actually major in Spanish. Today I looked up what possible jobs I can get with a Spanish Major and the opportunities are endless. I do enjoy teaching and I would want to be a teacher, but in all honesty, it's really hard to see myself stuck in a classroom day after day. I found that with a Spanish Major, I'm able to work for the government in the Department of Defense, the Peace Corps and even the United Nations. I could really make a difference in the world. I also found that I could use a Spanish Major in journalism, writing and photography. If you know me, you know that recently I've really wanted to explore photography. Also, since I write this blog, you probably know that I love to write. There are just so many jobs out there and so many adventures I've yet to experience.
Phew, that was a large rant. Anyway, my head is spinning, but in kind of a good way. There are so many options for me and it's fantastic.
The rest of the day should be interesting. I have class all day and then work literally all night. I have class until 2:20 then I go to work at preschool from 2:30 until 9:30. I know that sounds long and horrible, but tonight at preschool I also get to take a class and become CPR certified so that's awesome. I'm so exhausted, but all I can do is take it day by day.
At least I leave for New York on Friday. Thank goodness. Did I mention I can't wait? Yes? Well, I am. Like so insanely excited.
Well that's all for now. As always, you guys are the best. Have a wonderful day! (or night- I have no idea where in the world you are or when you'll be reading this)
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Fall, Fashion and Friends
Hello Internet,
How are you? I hope you're doing well. It's been a good couple of days so I thought I'd post about it. I've just finished reading Zoe Sugg's book Girl Online on Tour, and it was fabulous. I loved every second of it. I mean, was it awe-inspiring and written eloquently? No. Was it entertaining as heck and adorable? absolutely.
For those of you who haven't read this book, or the first one, the main character is from Brighton and ends up falling in love with this American boy who is actually a famous musician who just isn't as big in England. Now, if this doesn't spell out a fangirl's wildest dreams, I don't know what does. It has fueled my Harry Styles fantasies and I decided I really want to write a fan fiction. Now will I actually write one? Probably not. BUT... maybe I'll write it over winter break.
On a different note, I'm totally digging this Minnesota fall weather. I love fall fashion and I have been in love with the new trends. Black has become my new favorite color. All back converse, black skinning jeans with rips in the knees, a grudgey t shirt and a black leather jacket is one of my favorite outfits. I am also in love with dark lip stick colors and winged eye liner. I'm also planning on coloring my hair platinum soon. Recently, I found that I am way more confident walking around if I dress up and love the clothes I'm wearing. I will not apologize for looking good.
Lastly, I cannot freaking wait for this weekend. I leave for New York on Friday! I get to travel by myself for the first time, get to see the city for the first time and get to spend the whole weekend with one of my favorite people in the world. I cannot wait to explore the Big Apple and go on adventures with my best friend.
Well, that's all for now. Thanks so much for listening. You guys rock.
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
How are you? I hope you're doing well. It's been a good couple of days so I thought I'd post about it. I've just finished reading Zoe Sugg's book Girl Online on Tour, and it was fabulous. I loved every second of it. I mean, was it awe-inspiring and written eloquently? No. Was it entertaining as heck and adorable? absolutely.
For those of you who haven't read this book, or the first one, the main character is from Brighton and ends up falling in love with this American boy who is actually a famous musician who just isn't as big in England. Now, if this doesn't spell out a fangirl's wildest dreams, I don't know what does. It has fueled my Harry Styles fantasies and I decided I really want to write a fan fiction. Now will I actually write one? Probably not. BUT... maybe I'll write it over winter break.
On a different note, I'm totally digging this Minnesota fall weather. I love fall fashion and I have been in love with the new trends. Black has become my new favorite color. All back converse, black skinning jeans with rips in the knees, a grudgey t shirt and a black leather jacket is one of my favorite outfits. I am also in love with dark lip stick colors and winged eye liner. I'm also planning on coloring my hair platinum soon. Recently, I found that I am way more confident walking around if I dress up and love the clothes I'm wearing. I will not apologize for looking good.
Lastly, I cannot freaking wait for this weekend. I leave for New York on Friday! I get to travel by myself for the first time, get to see the city for the first time and get to spend the whole weekend with one of my favorite people in the world. I cannot wait to explore the Big Apple and go on adventures with my best friend.
Well, that's all for now. Thanks so much for listening. You guys rock.
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
FALLing in love with life
Hey everyone,
So, my family fun weekend went absolutely swimmingly. It was so great to see everyone and go on our little adventures.
I'm currently loving this fall weather and the beautiful colors of autumn in Minnesota. Sweaters, ankle boots and pumpkin spice lattes are life. I also recently found out that I got a 92% on my Music Theory midterm! What!? I don't even know how I managed to, but I'm thankful all the same. I've also managed to not procrastinate as badly as when the semester first started, so I'm not as overwhelmed with school which is nice.
Another thing that I've recently started to embrace is being true to myself. It's so easy to say 'just follow your heart', but actually applying it to your life is quite hard. I've realized that as long as I stay positive and keeping looking at the bigger picture and put my life into perspective, I am happy.
For example, working at preschool makes me so happy. There, I'm always positive and polite because I want to be a good role model for the kids. My boss actually told me that she wishes I could work there full time because I'm a good worker and the kids love me. That makes my heart burst with joy. Our family friends also told me similar things after our weekend at Metropolis. I always hang out with the ten year old girl when our families get together, and her mom recently told my mom that if her daughter looks up to anyone it's me. The idea that I can inspire young girls and children is absolutely mind blowing to me. My mom always said that she thinks I'll change the world, and I'm actually starting to believe her.
On a different note, I've been incredibly inspired by things in pop culture recently. For example, I found Little Mix's song 'Salute' the other week, and I'm completely obsessed with it. At the moment I'm very girl power and that song screams feminism. With all of the amazing women in the media, I've realized that its okay to not have a man. I don't need one. I think it's such a societal norm to want to find a boyfriend and settle down. However, right now in my life, I could not be happier being single. I am crazy busy, and I'm still trying to find out who I am. I don't need the pressure and drama associated with dating and guys. I can be single and rule the world. I encourage every young woman reading this to figure out your life before you throw someone else into the mix. If you're not happy alone, what makes you think you'll be happier with someone else? Create your own happiness. Don't rely on anyone but yourself to make your life how you want it. Don't give anyone else that power.
In other pop culture news, Zoella's book "Girl Online on Tour" came out today, as well as Tyler Oakley's book "Binge". Guess who is headed to Target directly after classes to purchase them? You guessed it, me! I'm too pumped to read them. Both Zoella and Tyler have such a global voice and both of them use it to better this world. They are amazing. If you have no idea who I'm talking about, I strongly encourage you to go check them out on YouTube.
Also, since you know I can't make a post without talking about One Direction... Their new single 'Perfect' came out on Friday, and let's just say, it's perfect. Ugh, I really do hate myself for being so obsessed with them, but I mean, hey, what's life without a little passion? Plus, the fact that my best friend is just as obsessed with them makes me feel a little better about myself.
Well, you've probably had enough of this little rant. I really could go on forever. I enjoy writing stream of consciousness and just typing out what ever pops into my head. But, I will end this post here. Thanks again for listening. No one probably reads these, but it makes me feel better about myself if I pretend that someone does. Feel free to leave any comments about my blog or just about your life. I'd love to connect with you guys!
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
So, my family fun weekend went absolutely swimmingly. It was so great to see everyone and go on our little adventures.
I'm currently loving this fall weather and the beautiful colors of autumn in Minnesota. Sweaters, ankle boots and pumpkin spice lattes are life. I also recently found out that I got a 92% on my Music Theory midterm! What!? I don't even know how I managed to, but I'm thankful all the same. I've also managed to not procrastinate as badly as when the semester first started, so I'm not as overwhelmed with school which is nice.
Another thing that I've recently started to embrace is being true to myself. It's so easy to say 'just follow your heart', but actually applying it to your life is quite hard. I've realized that as long as I stay positive and keeping looking at the bigger picture and put my life into perspective, I am happy.
For example, working at preschool makes me so happy. There, I'm always positive and polite because I want to be a good role model for the kids. My boss actually told me that she wishes I could work there full time because I'm a good worker and the kids love me. That makes my heart burst with joy. Our family friends also told me similar things after our weekend at Metropolis. I always hang out with the ten year old girl when our families get together, and her mom recently told my mom that if her daughter looks up to anyone it's me. The idea that I can inspire young girls and children is absolutely mind blowing to me. My mom always said that she thinks I'll change the world, and I'm actually starting to believe her.
On a different note, I've been incredibly inspired by things in pop culture recently. For example, I found Little Mix's song 'Salute' the other week, and I'm completely obsessed with it. At the moment I'm very girl power and that song screams feminism. With all of the amazing women in the media, I've realized that its okay to not have a man. I don't need one. I think it's such a societal norm to want to find a boyfriend and settle down. However, right now in my life, I could not be happier being single. I am crazy busy, and I'm still trying to find out who I am. I don't need the pressure and drama associated with dating and guys. I can be single and rule the world. I encourage every young woman reading this to figure out your life before you throw someone else into the mix. If you're not happy alone, what makes you think you'll be happier with someone else? Create your own happiness. Don't rely on anyone but yourself to make your life how you want it. Don't give anyone else that power.
In other pop culture news, Zoella's book "Girl Online on Tour" came out today, as well as Tyler Oakley's book "Binge". Guess who is headed to Target directly after classes to purchase them? You guessed it, me! I'm too pumped to read them. Both Zoella and Tyler have such a global voice and both of them use it to better this world. They are amazing. If you have no idea who I'm talking about, I strongly encourage you to go check them out on YouTube.
Also, since you know I can't make a post without talking about One Direction... Their new single 'Perfect' came out on Friday, and let's just say, it's perfect. Ugh, I really do hate myself for being so obsessed with them, but I mean, hey, what's life without a little passion? Plus, the fact that my best friend is just as obsessed with them makes me feel a little better about myself.
Well, you've probably had enough of this little rant. I really could go on forever. I enjoy writing stream of consciousness and just typing out what ever pops into my head. But, I will end this post here. Thanks again for listening. No one probably reads these, but it makes me feel better about myself if I pretend that someone does. Feel free to leave any comments about my blog or just about your life. I'd love to connect with you guys!
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
It's Hump Day
Hey everyone,
How are you? I hope you are well. Well as you can tell by the title, today is Wednesday. I gave my fourth speech today. It was an informative speech, and I chose to research UNICEF. I think it went really well, so I'm really hoping for an A. Although, directly after my speech, I had math and we ended up taking two quizzes. Those did not go as swimmingly, but oh well. There's nothing I can do about it now, so there's no point in brooding. Now all I have left for the day is my dumb freshman orientation class, that is a complete joke and work. I am also pretty much caught up on homework, so that's nice. I am planning on writing my English assignment paper while at work. This week is slowly coming to a close, and I could not be more excited for this weekend.
Thursday I only have two classes, and they aren't very hard. I have Spanish and English. Directly after my last class, my family and I are heading to Metropolis. For those of you who don't know what the heck I'm talking about, Metropolis is a small hotel with a water park and is a part of Action City Arcade. I'm not so much as excited for the games, but I'm excited to spend time with my family and close family friends. Thursday night is also The Vampire Diaries night. It will be the second episode of season seven.
Friday is going to be even better. Friday is the day One Direction is releasing their new single, Perfect. I'm so excited I can hardly sit still while even thinking about it. Water park and arcade day, all while listening to Perfect on repeat. It's going to be fantastic!
Saturday will also be an adventure. My family is going directly from Metropolis to the Twin Cities for a family friend's wedding. I cannot wait because my best friend from NYC is coming back to Minnesota for it because it's her brother's wedding and she's going to be a bridesmaid. I can't wait to see her and further discuss plans and an itinerary for when I come visit her in New York. Then after the wedding, we are high tailing it back to town to go to Ecker's Apple Farm for their hootenanny party. It's basically a big party to celebrate the last honey crisp apple picking for the season. I go for the m&m covered caramel apples; my parents go for the exotic beers on tap. They also have live music and it really is a beautiful environment out in the apple orchard.
Whew, it's going to be a big weekend. I'm so excited and I hope things go as planned. I really do love writing to you guys. I mean as of now, I only have 80 page views, so I doubt many people have even read this, but it still makes me feel good to write about my feelings and hopefully someone will read this one day and actually care what's happening in my life.
Well orientation is about to start, so...
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
How are you? I hope you are well. Well as you can tell by the title, today is Wednesday. I gave my fourth speech today. It was an informative speech, and I chose to research UNICEF. I think it went really well, so I'm really hoping for an A. Although, directly after my speech, I had math and we ended up taking two quizzes. Those did not go as swimmingly, but oh well. There's nothing I can do about it now, so there's no point in brooding. Now all I have left for the day is my dumb freshman orientation class, that is a complete joke and work. I am also pretty much caught up on homework, so that's nice. I am planning on writing my English assignment paper while at work. This week is slowly coming to a close, and I could not be more excited for this weekend.
Thursday I only have two classes, and they aren't very hard. I have Spanish and English. Directly after my last class, my family and I are heading to Metropolis. For those of you who don't know what the heck I'm talking about, Metropolis is a small hotel with a water park and is a part of Action City Arcade. I'm not so much as excited for the games, but I'm excited to spend time with my family and close family friends. Thursday night is also The Vampire Diaries night. It will be the second episode of season seven.
Friday is going to be even better. Friday is the day One Direction is releasing their new single, Perfect. I'm so excited I can hardly sit still while even thinking about it. Water park and arcade day, all while listening to Perfect on repeat. It's going to be fantastic!
Saturday will also be an adventure. My family is going directly from Metropolis to the Twin Cities for a family friend's wedding. I cannot wait because my best friend from NYC is coming back to Minnesota for it because it's her brother's wedding and she's going to be a bridesmaid. I can't wait to see her and further discuss plans and an itinerary for when I come visit her in New York. Then after the wedding, we are high tailing it back to town to go to Ecker's Apple Farm for their hootenanny party. It's basically a big party to celebrate the last honey crisp apple picking for the season. I go for the m&m covered caramel apples; my parents go for the exotic beers on tap. They also have live music and it really is a beautiful environment out in the apple orchard.
Whew, it's going to be a big weekend. I'm so excited and I hope things go as planned. I really do love writing to you guys. I mean as of now, I only have 80 page views, so I doubt many people have even read this, but it still makes me feel good to write about my feelings and hopefully someone will read this one day and actually care what's happening in my life.
Well orientation is about to start, so...
Until Tomorrow,
SimplyMe
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